Posted December 10, 2009 at 7:58am
ROCKY’S PIZZA.
IN.
3 HOURS.
LIFE ROCKS.
Posted December 6, 2009 at 10:06pm
Sleepless nights,
Yet another night I can’t seem to sleep. It doesn’t even matter how long I try. 5 minutes, 5 hours, I can’t shut it down.
I’ll keep running down this road,
but I’ve got a bad bad feeling.
Posted December 2, 2009 at 10:53pm
OTH
- : And Hansel said to Gretel, 'Let us drop these breadcrumbs... so that together we find our way home. Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things. This year.. I lost my way.
- : And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel.
- : The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel -- and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived...it wasn't me at all.
- : And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely.
- : Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.
Posted November 30, 2009 at 11:29pm
We all live in a house of fire. No fire department to call. No way out. Just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down… with us trapped, locked in it.
— Tennessee Williams
Posted November 30, 2009 at 11:27pm
Raw,
I guess it’s the lack of sleep. I don’t know. I’m feeling cranky. And I dont like it when I am cranky. Yuck, I feel like i have so much in me right now and I need somewhere to let it all out..
I feel like crying. It’s like, the last time I really cried was like way back, months ago.. Everytime I wanna cry, I stop myself, yet I want to cry so bad.. I even had dreams about crying. And thoughts. Random thoughts. But it’s just stupid, yknow. I dont know what I’m typing. I just wanna type. I have to type. Type type type type type type type. I dont know what to do. I dont understand myself, so i dont expect you to understand. Type type type. I feel like, right now, if i were to stop typing, I would die..
Y’know, for that little moment right there, I thought [just thought], i lost myself.
I wish someone knew how i felt. I wish I had answers. I wish someone could guide me. I feel so stupid. So stupid. I guess I just dont wanna cry, dont wanna break down.. I dont have time for that.
Ugh i can feel the tears welling up in my eyes.
I feel so sorry for myself.. I wish for myself to be in a better place. I really do.
Thinking back, I don’t think anything in my life was ever on track. I feel like I’m forced to grow up.. I just think that way. I know it’s immature to think it, but I’m 15. Cut me some slack, please.. I feel like i never got to embrace my childhood/whatever you call it. Everything happened so fast. It feels like just last week, I was playing my turtles in my balcony at the old house. And it feels like just yesterday.. I just played with Prince… :(
Oh crap I’m crying. Prince.. Dammit. Y’know up till today, I still feel that I was the one who caused his death.. If only I was home, if only i stayed, if only..
It’s gonna be a long way to “happy”.
Posted November 30, 2009 at 11:06pm
Late,
Woah, haven’t posted in a long time.
So anyway I’m back home now. And I am retained. Most probably gonna opt for homeschooling though, so yeah. Mm, not much has happened. Me and Josh still tight as ass ^
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Am so frikking addicted to Cafeworld these days, sigh. I’m like wasting my holidays making virtual cakes and chicken.. Anyone wanna ask me out? Cos i’m totally free! Tweet me!!
Posted November 29, 2009 at 12:50pm
Girl crush,
This is taking me nowhere. I am gonna lose at least 3 kg and make you proud. Damn I am obsessed with you, girl..
Wish you were here :(
Posted November 3, 2009 at 3:16pm
Finished The Office and am kinda feeling lost, dont know what to do.. I might be retained, like 2/7% chance :(
Anw, me and Arrian accompanied Leyee to get her tattoo :) and it’s hot. Kinda making me want to get one too, heh. Oh well. She has yet to send me the video yet though.
P/s : I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. ALOT.
ADD ME UP ON FACEBOOK.
Posted October 28, 2009 at 2:51pm
<3
Posted October 28, 2009 at 2:22pm
